DEPTH OF LIFE

It's a rollercoaster. Life. My Life. It has changed in so many ways. Changes that weren't expected to happen but showed up anyway. No alert. Some I have learnt to cope with but some others, not so much. I try to deal with what comes to me everyday. Sometimes I fail. Sometimes I know I'm doing the right things. In some situations, it is extremely difficult to differentiate between what's right and wrong because you feel your situation is so overwhelming, you just have no idea how to deal with it. This World. The World I live in. It's so superficial an fake. An illusion. We chase after smokescreen Things that are not permanent. But we still thirst for them regardless.

Recognition. Respect. Money. Love. Power. Fill in the space but how can we describe what we truly want when some of what everybody wants are the wrong things. The truth is no-one ever truly has the complete will to do the right things, we may desire and aspire but do we actually achieve those standards. Ultimately, we bend the rules to suit our situation. It's complicated. It's confusing. How do you truly measure happiness?. How do we justify our actions will bring true joy? How do we make people understand why we behave the way we do? How do we make them see what we want them to see, the truth is we can't.

Sad. That's just the way it is. Life moves faster for some and slower for others. Life moves faster then stops. Life moves so slow for some others before it becomes the fastest ride they have ever been on. It is sweet. Bitter. Joyful. Sad. Life is just life, its major feature is its unpredictability, it cannot be explained. It has no shape nor form neither does it have set principles or concepts. Some good things will happen. Some bad will occur but deal with it in a way where your Peace can never be disturbed, Live in a way where God can smile down and say indeed that was the right way and not what People say is right and just.

Before you were born, God was with you. I am not perfect. Far from it. Infact I will laugh at myself if I am called perfect or good. I am struggling. I want happiness. I want security. Most Importantly I need the presence of God in everything I do. I want Clarity. I want Peace and I want to enjoy and learn from Life.

Rose Muse
Ms. Teni J

SET GOALS AND ACHIEVE

Woww..I think I just set a world record goal. Within a few minutes, I practically made up my mind to actually own my blog..Guess what!!...ta da..Magic!!..I did it. This is a major achievement for me because I am known to practically leave things last minute, always telling myself there's more time and then suddenly it hits me, I have got no time. Pressure, Headache, a bit of Migraine sets in and then I do it!!..Finally!

First of, I do have a lot to say, memories I'd like to invite you to share with me. Hopefully I won't bore you or worse still abandon you. I think I will just need to set my goals minute by minute and actually do them rather than act lazy about it. I will make a conscious effort to squeeze out time for you all, in my already Mad Schedule. I thought I'd just quickly introduce my very special and random blogger self. I have to run, i still have deadlines to meet and goals to achieve.

Rose muse,
Ms Teni J